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I am new to this arena of interaction but it is here that I seem to feel a sense of calm. I feel no pressure here. I am not looking for sex, or love...just a kindred spirit that might help me develope and understand the recent darkness that has overtaken my soul. An injury to my back a few years ago has left me bitter and jaded. I feel as if I don't fit inside my own flesh any more, almost detatched. I believe Steven King said it best in his Dark Tower series...the world has moved on. I feel that the world really HAS moved on...without me. I find myself feeling lost, trapped. I am told that I have an old soul, and I believe that because I think that I do not belong in this "when". But I am here, and fear what lies beyond more than I fear the isolation of life so I seek only to understand and learn to survive the life I have been given.